tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91868987839806302622024-02-08T22:15:48.511+08:00wonderwordwonderwhen i put my thoughts and my heart together...afiqeaizudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10639816024575128505noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9186898783980630262.post-45494306799281747522009-12-25T15:48:00.004+08:002009-12-25T16:12:56.563+08:00learning your lesson...i am what i would say a guy with a shameful past.<div><br /></div><div>yes. my darkest secret.</div><div><br /></div><div>aku sekarang sedar. aku sekarang tahu.</div><div>berdosa. bersalah. malu. sumpah aku malu.</div><div><br /></div><div>aku kesal. ya, aku kesal kenapa aku buat semua tu.</div><div>kata orang, kita belajar dari kesilapan.</div><div>tapi utk kesilapan seperti itu?</div><div>kenapa harus kesilapan yang seperti itu?</div><div><br /></div><div>oh tuhan, aku sampai malu utk mohon ampun dari kau.</div><div><br /></div><div>kata orang, tak kan pernah ada ruang untuk terlambat.</div><div>tapi? sekarang?</div><div>aku rasa yang semua ini sudah jauh dari sekadar terlambat.</div><div><br /></div><div>aku diberi peluang. sekali silap, aku diberi peluang dan aku seharusnya memanfaatkan peluang, pengajaran yang diberi itu.</div><div><br /></div><div>afiqe aizudin..</div><div>kau alpa. how could you.. how could you waste the given chance...</div><div><br /></div><div>aku ulang lagi salah aku..</div><div>saat aku sedar, saat aku tahu salah aku itu berulang</div><div>ialah saat dimana aku mahu melangkah dari kisah silam hitam aku.</div><div><br /></div><div>betul kan?</div><div>jauh sungguh dari terlambat.</div><div><br /></div><div>sekarang... aku jd takot.</div><div>takot utk terus kan hidup aku.</div><div>sumpah.</div><div>hidup aku tak menentu.</div><div>hantu sejarah aku masih bertenggek di kepala.</div><div><br /></div><div>apa harus aku buat sekarang..</div><div>pergi? ke mana?</div><div>aku malu. sungguh.</div><div>aku mahu pelajari salah silap aku. tapi dari semua ini? apa??</div><div>apa je yg tinggal untuk aku pelajari??</div><div><br /></div><div>tuhan ku...</div><div>aku jadi takot. dgn diri aku.</div><div>dgn perasaan aku. apakah ini yang harus aku pelajari?</div><div>kalau ya, aku dah cukup masak.</div><div><br /></div><div>aku dah cukup takot dengan perasaan aku sendiri.</div><div><br /></div><div>i wish. for all of this to disappear.</div><div>please. </div><div><br /></div><div>lesson learnt?</div><div><br /></div><div>.......</div>afiqeaizudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10639816024575128505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9186898783980630262.post-48363125254393276572009-12-16T03:54:00.000+08:002009-12-16T04:09:14.329+08:00Sedikit Lagi Tentang Akuit's... almost 4am...<div>and i am still not asleep..</div><div><br /></div><div>kenapa?</div><div>dok sebok baca this one girl punya blog...</div><div>best gila! aku tak tau lah pd org laen...</div><div>but i very much kinda liked it... yeah~</div><div><br /></div><div>yup. blog ni buat aku jd addictive. </div><div>i'm pretty much messed up right this moment actually,</div><div>not to tell the whole world, but yuh...</div><div>this blog thingy takes me far away from my...</div><div>test...</div><div><br /></div><div>and, what i founded out today,</div><div>after reading tons of post from all sorts of... wonderwriter,</div><div>i found lots of solutions,</div><div>tips,</div><div>advices,</div><div>mcm2 "bantuan" </div><div>thou all of em are not exactly for me... (duhhh~)<duhh></duhh></div><div>tp aku sendiri bole kait kn utk aku sendri guna pakai..</div><div><br /></div><div>hish..</div><div>berhantu blog nih rupanya...</div><div><br /></div><div>oh,</div><div>bout the female blogger that i like reading her post..</div><div>i don't know if its okay for me to put your url sesuka hati aku..</div><div>but i think im just gonna put it anyway</div><div><br /></div><div>http://ilyasyafeena.blogspot.com</div><div><br /></div><div>for the owner of the blog above, if u ever read this (which i kinda doubt that)<which><div><br /></div><div>do know that i meant nothing but to just share what i like</div><div>with the world.</div><div><br /></div><div>dont sue me or sumtin willya?</div><div>many thanks. :)</div></which></div>afiqeaizudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10639816024575128505noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9186898783980630262.post-43711109104941835622009-12-15T18:16:00.000+08:002009-12-15T18:37:25.630+08:00Ayoh Mnules!okeh!<div><br /></div><div>i, suddenly don't know what to write...</div><div>writer's block...? </div><div>peffth~</div><div><br /></div><div>here's what i found in my stash..</div><div>it's in Bahasa btw...</div><div>so, yuh... :D</div><div><br /></div><div><p class="MsoNormal"><b><i></i></b></p><b><i><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">"Apa yang kau nak<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Terus terang terus<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Bagitahu apa yang terbuku</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Jangan diam membisu</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Kau betul- betul nak apa yang kau nak</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Tapi takot<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Takot dengan persepsi orang di kanan dan kiri<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Jadi kau diam menyepi<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Dalam diam tanpa kata kau itu<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Tersimpan segala macam rasa</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Yang berbuku tersimpan itu</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Yang segala macam rasa</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Kau cuma mampu berangan membabi- buta</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Angan- anggan tinggal angan- anggan</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Mimpi tinggal mimpi</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Sedar dalam tidur</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Tidur dalam sedar"</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">09/ 09/ 09</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal; ">Corny?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal;">What did i tell ya...</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal;">:)</span></p></i></b><p></p></div>afiqeaizudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10639816024575128505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9186898783980630262.post-61500932467407241642009-12-15T17:56:00.000+08:002009-12-15T18:13:19.938+08:00Sedikit Tentang AkuWriting has always been my cup of tea... English to be specific...<div>It's not like i don't do or write or dislike writing in Bahasa...</div><div><br /></div><div>Cuma aku rase kalau aku mnulis something in Bahasa, sumpah <b>karat</b> abess...</div><div>whatever.</div><div><br /></div><div>so, this is my very first try blogging, like i said on my first post...</div><div>i'm pretty much, <b>awkward</b> posting my stuff in here...</div><div><br /></div><div>i, am the type who doesn't like to <b>be seen</b>...</div><div>i mean, ntah... it's just... <b>weird</b>... u know...</div><div>i wonder how people could be so... i don't know...</div><div>how people could write on blog..</div><div><br /></div><div>and till one said this to me...</div><div>"<b>stay like that, and you're never gonna get any better</b>"</div><div>"<b>you need to open up a bit more you know</b>"</div><div>"<b>just get it done, worry bout it later</b>"</div><div><br /></div><div>so, yuh...</div><div><br /></div><div><b>WRITE</b> on!</div>afiqeaizudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10639816024575128505noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9186898783980630262.post-21782704996499344332009-12-14T13:05:00.000+08:002009-12-14T13:06:50.480+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); line-height: 20px; "><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; "><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "><b>Yes!</b></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; "><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; ">Finally, my first time using blog as my stage of wordplay <span></span>now are able to begin.</span> After so many times of trying, so many email and blog accounts wasted <<b>seriously</b><></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; "><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "><b>Credits to Aina</b> who had been so patience on guiding me throughout creating this blog of mine. Then I ended up getting dizzy. Haha.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; "><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; ">Very well then, <b>enter the wordplay!</b></span></span></p></span>afiqeaizudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10639816024575128505noreply@blogger.com1